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Save me from myself!

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Okay, so really depressed right now, and really scared. I can't fall asleep because of how scared I am. My mom emotionally, and verbally abused me, and because I can't do anything about it out of fear of being hurt, I stayed silent, which only made her more mad. With the way she got, it seemed she was gonna kill me, she had a crazy look in her eyes.

I just wanna disappear, never come back to reality. Reality is harsh, but I wanna get away from it all. Even books, games, and hanging with friends can't keep the worry away from me. I don't even know who to trust anymore because of the way she's acting. If an adult can get that way, can kids get that way? Can we get just as crazy? I'm so worried, confused, lost, and scared right now.

I am actually crying right now because I am so lost. I don't know what to do anymore. She may not know, but she makes me feel like a worthless, ungrateful, child who never deserved to live. Maybe she was right when she said I shouldn't have been born...

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Maria...I know reality is harsh and can be pretty cruel. But it doesn't have to be all the time. I know that better than anyone in my family.

I just want you to know that I'm here for you, I would be really sad if you left and never came back. You're one of my best friends that makes being on DA worthwhile. You're sweet, kind, understanding, one of the greatest friends anyone could hope for.

Don't leave reality Maria, it's not worth it. Please know I'm here if you need a friend to talk to. Ok?

I don't want you to be lonely or sad=(:huggle: